Psalm 139:23-24

'Search me, O God, and know my heart; try me, and know my thoughts. And see if there be any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.' Psalm 139:23-24

An imperfect physical heart I have just discovered. God will heal at His timing and in His way, that is not for me to ponder. But God looks for a heart that seeks to worship Him, that is for me to work on by His enabling grace.

May this new leg of my journey with Him and you, be truly a heartfelt time of joy in the presence of our Perfect God, Whose Spirit is at this very moment, not just residing in our hearts, but transforming our hearts to be truly the temple for His Spirit.

It is indeed time to come back to the heart of our faith, to live a life where God is the heart of our worship. Do take time to listen to the song "Heart of the Worship" below.

God Blesses
Eng Hieang(25th Sep 2011)

Saturday, October 13, 2012

Heart to heart #41 Pray (11th Oct 2012)

Dear..

Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God. And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.
               Philippians 4:6-7

"You can pray."  I am not referring to an unique talent someone has in this particular area, but rather a statement of the biblical truth that all believers have a direct line to God our Father through His beloved son, our Lord Jesus Christ. An immediate gratification you might not get, for often our desires are misaligned with the will of God. But peace of heart His Spirit will imbue in us if we are willing to stay in His presence.

"Be strong in  the Lord." This was the choral offering this morning in church, and though many more lines of this song was sung, this line struck a chord even as the Spirit of God deeply impressed upon me the word "to pray."

Prayers, especially in public has never been my forte when I first renewed my relationship with our Lord back in 1998. But then neither was praising Him in songs in public for I had a "vocal" block since my Primary 2 music teacher Ms Gloria Teo left on the impressionable me,  an indelible possibility that my family line was related to the Frog Prince.

I lead worship in Church today by His grace, but thankfully at the wee hours of the morning when the congregation might still be drowsy to notice my less than baritone voice. But matters  not, for what pleases God is an obedient heart.
And prayers or rather, being involved actively in prayer meetings have been my main stay in ministry this past decade.

God will use the weak if we are willing.

And, behold, the glory of the God of Israel came from the way of the east: and his voice was like a noise of many waters: and the earth shined with his glory.
                 Ezekiel 43:2

So the spirit took me up, and brought me into the inner court; and, behold, the glory of the Lord filled the house. And I heard him speaking unto me out of the house; and the man stood by me.
                 Ezekiel 43:5-6

A vision or was it simply a dream? In my sleep, I saw this clear blue sky. A beautiful azure blue, a picture of serenity. Suddenly, without any preliminaries, a bolt of light shone forth, dazzling to the eyes, yet not hurting. I felt my bodily self being lifted up, and matching my involuntary movement was this voice that resonated like the roar of the thunderous waves, yet was clear as the finest crystal. The words I heard was " to rise like the Oriole."
"Oriole" is a bird with colorful plumage. This I know but just to be sure, I looked up the dictionary the next morning. But what caught my eye was this unknown  word "orison." Strange or rather new to me then, "orison" means "prayer."

It has been a decade since my active involvement in prayer ministry. But it was never due to an actual response to this vision. For back then I never truly understood what it meant for me. But rather, on reflection, I realized that somehow, my service for our Lord has always revolved around "prayers."

And much as this vision was received back in early 2000, it was not until year 2009 that I came across  Ezekiel 43:2 for the first time in my life and  realized that these were the words that so vividly described my vision then. And Ezekiel 43:2-12 was where our good Lord brought me to back in 2009 as I was praying as regards a vexing issue my publisher and dear sister in Christ and myself were facing regarding the cover page of our blessed first art book "Reflections - A traveler's muse." And for those of you who have kindly accepted my book, do take a look at the cover and you will see that Ezekiel 43:12 aptly describe the cover scene in the same blessed book.

Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things. Those things, which ye have both learned, and received, and heard, and seen in me, do: and the God of peace shall be with you.
                Philippians 4:8-9

Prayers is a powerful time of communion with our omnipresent God. Christ always took time in prayers, irregardless of the compelling circumstances. Prayers is an act of submission to the Sovereignty of God, that we recognize all things move from Him, through Him and by Him. The author of today's Daily Bread termed prayer as "the bridge between panic and peace."

Not that I speak in respect of want: for I have learned, in whatsoever state I am, therewith to be content. I know both how to be abased, and I know how to abound: every where and in all things I am instructed both to be full and to be hungry, both to abound and to suffer need. I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.
                   Philippians 4:11-13

Prayers is a time of waiting upon our Lord. And not Him waiting upon us to receive our list of wants, as many are apt to confuse God for the genie in the lamp.
Prayers is a quiet time of reflection. A time to look beyond our present difficult circumstances, to the will of God and being thankful for His ever present care, much as the dark clouds have not dispersed.

But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Now unto God and our Father be glory for ever and ever. Amen.
                    Philippians 4:19-20

Life is a journey. Having left the familiar highway of the past 17 years, for a new route, can be both exhilarating, yet daunting. The tendency is to either turn back to the familiar path or to wish that we can gobble up the miles ahead quickly. God is the cartographer.To Him we must seek every day of our lives in prayers, for only then will we be able to not just navigate through the treacherous waters of our fallen world, but be able to claim the victory of the cross, that our Risen Christ has won.

'Be still, and know that I am God:
I will be exalted among the heathen, I will be exalted in the earth.'
                        Psalms 46:10

Prayers I am reminded by our good Lord, empowers us, what time and distance seek to make hapless. As parents, 10,000 km is too far a chasm for us to effectively shepherd my daughter. But prayers enable us to plug onto our Chief shepherd, the omnipresent God, to know His will, and to pray His way as His Spirit leads. For we are the passengers, and God is our driver.

'....Help us, O Lord our God, for we rest in You, and in Your name we go against the multitude.'
      2 Chronicles 14:11

It has been close to two weeks since I embarked on this journey of faith to build banking relationships on a platform of trust and integrity, rather than greed and fear, which has sadly epitomized the industry. "Threatening Giants" there were, but God is much larger than such specters. And prayers was the conduit upon which I draw my strength from Him.

And Jacob awaked out of his sleep, and he said, Surely the Lord is in this place; and I knew it not.
                  Genesis 28:16

Like Jacob, I am blessed to know, experience and acknowledge the loving hands of God in my life and in this labor of love He has now placed me in. All glory to our Lord.

God blesses

Eng hieang
11 Oct 2012

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