Psalm 139:23-24

'Search me, O God, and know my heart; try me, and know my thoughts. And see if there be any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.' Psalm 139:23-24

An imperfect physical heart I have just discovered. God will heal at His timing and in His way, that is not for me to ponder. But God looks for a heart that seeks to worship Him, that is for me to work on by His enabling grace.

May this new leg of my journey with Him and you, be truly a heartfelt time of joy in the presence of our Perfect God, Whose Spirit is at this very moment, not just residing in our hearts, but transforming our hearts to be truly the temple for His Spirit.

It is indeed time to come back to the heart of our faith, to live a life where God is the heart of our worship. Do take time to listen to the song "Heart of the Worship" below.

God Blesses
Eng Hieang(25th Sep 2011)

Monday, September 10, 2012

#37 Heart to heart The Inconvenient Truth (10th Sep 2012)

Dear...

Now when they saw the boldness of Peter and John, and perceived that they were unlearned and ignorant men, they marvelled; and they took knowledge of them, that they had been with Jesus.
                  Acts 4:13

"Boldness to live out our faith," this was the thought that our good Lord impressed upon my heart, last night for this next sharing. If it is from our Lord, He will affirm and lead and indeed He has. For this morning, the half day prayer retreat I attended amongst the men from the six ACS schools had one underlying theme, the infilling of the Holy Spirit and how emboldened spirit filled boys were used by our Lord to bring about a revival in Singapore back in the 1970s.

And when they had prayed, the place was shaken where they were assembled together; and they were all filled with the Holy Ghost, and they spake the word of God with boldness.
                  Acts 4:31

'The Clock Tower Story: The beginnings of the charismatic renewals in Singapore"( Revised edition 2012 Published by the Trinity Theological College)  is a concise record of the outpouring of the Holy Spirit on some ACS students, and it's far reaching impact on the Christian community in Singapore.

For me, as an outsider, I was too young then(age 11),  and from a mission school but not ACS, and a non believer to boot, to pay much attention to this phenomena, what the Straits Times then termed "students in hysteria."

But as an insider, By God's grace, having been involved in the ACS schools' prayer ministry these past decade, as well as in the men's ministry of my church, Wesley Methodist, which I only learned today was one of the key players in this God given revival of the 1970s, I get a sense that the pieces that our Sovereign God has placed through the years since  are coalescing. And I count myself blessed to have not only a grandstand view, but be used by our Lord in His Sovereign plans.

And this is the confidence that we have in him, that, if we ask any thing according to his will, he heareth us: And if we know that he hear us, whatsoever we ask, we know that we have the petitions that we desired of him.
                    1 John 5:14-15

God is bringing a revival 40 years after His Spirit moved mightily upon Singapore back in 1972.  In the past 12 years, He has from the faith of a sprinkling of men, brought forth a growing momentum of men coming together to pray. And not forgetting the steadfastness of our praying women, who have faithfully been praying much as the men were till the past decade, everywhere else but with our Lord.
And in the past 2 years, He has stirred a desire amongst the youths from the ACS schools to come together to pray.

For whatsoever is born of God overcometh the world: and this is the victory that overcometh the world, even our faith. Who is he that overcometh the world, but he that believeth that Jesus is the Son of God?
                    1 John 5:4-5

The world has descended upon our beloved nation. The richest nation in the world if measured by wealth per square meter. And this number will move even further up the gradient, not because we are Heaven on Earth, but rather a safe haven for flight capital.
Do pray for our leaders to be wise God's way and not be swayed by the world, which values self more than community, whose gods are sited on the altar of mammon.
Whose proponents are determined to paint our town lustful pink, with a heavy dash of greedy green. For we have expanded from the gay capital of Asia, to jostling for pole position in the leech like casino "laundromat," that the world increasingly look upon as their lifeline from economic stagnation.  And with the surfeit of global personal wealth being washed ashore onto our little island, do pray for those with less, for erosion of purchasing power will push many below the poverty line.

Trust in the Lord with all thine heart;  and lean not unto thine own understanding.
In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.
                    Proverbs 3:5-6

As people of faith, do we put God one side while we struggle to catch up with the Joneses?
Or do we strive to help the needy, not only the materially deprived, but the spiritually starved? But there is a much bigger consideration that demands our response now. Are we truly a disciple of Christ at heart? Will it be more than an inconvenience to be told the truth at the judgement seat of God that He does not know you?

Behold, I will send you Elijah the prophet
before the coming of the great and dreadful day of the Lord:
                    Malachi 4:5

Could our children's generation be the last before Christ returns? None of us have a clue, but what is clear is that the increasing manifestation of evil and blatant disregard for God's commands, is fully matched by the intensifying shaking globally.
The fallout from the excesses of the dotcom boom led to the birth of excessive mortgages and the resultant subprime crisis. The world has not solved but merely defered the day of reckoning for her wholesale prostitution of Keynesian economics of spending excesses and instant gratification. Tokyo had the big March earthquake though it seems a monster size one is looming and possibly form a duet with the unusually active Mt Fuji.
California is it's twin and that is long overdue. But suppose it is New York( the financial hub of our  Babylonian economy) or Washington ( the power seat of capitalistic greed) that gets hit by a trembler many times bigger than the rare foretaste we had a year back?  The cloud of delusion enveloping a world in self denial will be blown off in a blink of an eyelid, and the world will be forced to recognize the "inconvenient truth." That is, we have in our profligate ways, spent away the wealth of our future generations. And worst, we have not invested wisely in the spiritual growth of ourselves and our loved ones.

http://www.nytimes.com/2011/08/24/us/24quake.html?pagewanted=all&_moc.semityn.www

http://rt.com/usa/news/tornado-hits-new-york-city-678/

But we are bound to give thanks to God always for you, brethren beloved of the Lord, for that God chose you from the beginning unto salvation in sanctification of the Spirit and belief of the truth:
                2 Thessalonians 2:13

What can we do when this tsunami of reality hits home?  It is to buy gold as in us being refined and tested by the Spirit of God.
The time is short and you must be determined and disciplined in seeking and honoring the Lord our God with your all, while He still can be found. This scriptural grounding in Christlike response will anchor one well when  His Spirit falls upon you the willing and ready to be sent forth in His service.

For truly Lord

But the hour cometh, and now is, when the true worshippers shall worship the Father in spirit and in truth: for the Father seeketh such to worship him. God is a Spirit: and they that worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth.
                John 4:23-24

And today,  I am reminded by our Sovereign Lord that in seeking and honoring Him today, He will more than provide for not just today, but tomorrow, the day after and forever. And there is no necessity to extrapolate our fears into the future.

God blesses

Eng hieang
( 9th Sep 2012)

An afterthought

I am not sure about Abraham, but adaptable as I am, I do not like change. But this year, change seems to be a close neighbor of me, and much as it was disconcerting when in June, decisions at the twin fork of my long settled life had to be made, I  know surrender of self to God's will is an act of obedience.

How time flies. It has been 3 months, and my daughter will soon be in London for law school next 3 years. And as for me, I am about to reconnect to the financial industry I love yet is well aware of an increasingly harsh environment.  Fear does hover over one's psyche, much as I am well aware that both decisions are aligned to the will of our Sovereign God.

Today, I finally understood the truth of  God's promise to the faithful. That His grace is sufficient for the day, much as the day is evil. And tomorrow, when that turns into today, His grace will be still be sufficient, if we are still alive!

Extrapolated fears. This is what haunts most of us. As seeds of the disobedient Adam, men continue to seek the fleeting reassurances of the worldly treasures that the devil proffers, not realizing that these will not gives us that inner peace and joy, that only God can provide.

And for many who pray, we are looking at God's provisions rather than trusting in Him our Provider. We impose our will upon Him for conclusions we desire, rather than letting go and letting Him.
Do go to the link and read this enlightening article "When God isn't answering prayers"
http://discoveryseries.org/discovery-series/when-god-isnt-answering-your-prayer-psalm-77/)

The response God desires from us is
1)  to come unto His presence in repentance and be sanctified by His Spirit
'Until I went into the sanctuary of God; then I understood their end.' (Psalm 73:17)

2) to immerse ourselves in His Word, for the Word is God.
'... Nevertheless I am continually with You.' (Psalm 73:23)

3) to honor Him in our every moment today
'He hath showed thee, O man, what is good; and what doth Jehovah require of thee, but to do justly, and to love kindness, and to walk humbly with thy God?'
( Micah 6:8)

And He will and has already taken care of our needs. And this is what has left me in awe of His love, for when I look back at the way things are nicely falling in place for both my daughter and myself, much as I know not what tomorrow holds, how can one continue to doubt the love and sovereignty of our Abba Father?

For though I be absent in the flesh, yet am I with you in the spirit, joying and beholding your order, and the stedfastness of your faith in Christ.
As ye have therefore received Christ Jesus the Lord, so walk ye in him:
              Colossians 2:5-6

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