Psalm 139:23-24

'Search me, O God, and know my heart; try me, and know my thoughts. And see if there be any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.' Psalm 139:23-24

An imperfect physical heart I have just discovered. God will heal at His timing and in His way, that is not for me to ponder. But God looks for a heart that seeks to worship Him, that is for me to work on by His enabling grace.

May this new leg of my journey with Him and you, be truly a heartfelt time of joy in the presence of our Perfect God, Whose Spirit is at this very moment, not just residing in our hearts, but transforming our hearts to be truly the temple for His Spirit.

It is indeed time to come back to the heart of our faith, to live a life where God is the heart of our worship. Do take time to listen to the song "Heart of the Worship" below.

God Blesses
Eng Hieang(25th Sep 2011)

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Heart to heart #30 Silver (27th June 2012)

Dear...

'Remember your Creator before the silver cord is loosed...'
            Ecclesiastes 11:6

"By the light of the silvery moon," this I am familiar with, for it was the title as well as theme song of a movie by Doris Day back in 1953. And those were the days(unintended pun) of a "can do" America, strong and vigorous after leading the free world out of the ruinous second World War. Maybe today a more apt description should be 'penny wise, pound foolish,' not because America is foolishly thrifty, but rather horrendously profligate.

"Silver cord??" A quick check on the net provided some strange explanations including that of the New Age theory of the literal cord that links our soul to our physical being.
This is too esoteric for me, and better to come to the grounds that our Lord is leading me to, so will leave the cord behind, and stick to the "silver."

'...and if you look for it as for silver and search for it as for hidden treasure, then you will understand the fear of the Lord and find the knowledge of God...'
        Proverbs 2:4-5

Silver has an affinity with me. For back in the early 1990s, I used to make good lunch monies trading it between $3.50-4/oz. After a prolonged absence, I recently renewed my acquaintance with this shiny bright metal, but must admit it is no longer the svelte damsel of the past, now weighing in at $28/oz. Have I gone bonkers to pay 8 times from the price of my  previous fruitful dalliance?

Let me now move from the carnal plane to that of the spiritual.

'I acquired male and female servants.... Yes I had greater possessions....I also gathered for myself silver and gold....'
        Ecclesiastes 2:7-8

'Then I hated all my labor in which I had toiled under the sun, because I must leave it to the man who will come after me. Who knows whether he will be wise or a fool?..'
          Ecclesiastes 2:18-19

Silver and gold might still not be fully back in fashion. But it's equivalent be it in paper monies, equities and  other treasures many have aplenty.
Accumulating wealth is a tough obsession to discard, hanging on to it in perpetuity is nigh impossible, for life is finite.
Is it not better to give it away? In giving, we retake control from our earthly treasures that have enslaved us. In giving, we receive this joy that God meant for all to partake.

Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God. And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus."
Philippians 4:6-7

It has been a week since I stepped out and exhausting it has been, but as an older non Christian friend who had taken a similar plunge to go where he believes shared, one's spirit gets a new sense of purpose and with it, comes the vigor. But more  than one's understanding, I know Who to turn to in this journey of faithful obedience, and on a wing and prayer, that is how I am living my walk post Merrill.

- Acknowledging God's grace is indeed suffice for the day much as the day is evil, sets the tone when the darkness of the night gives way to the early light of dawn.

- Coming to our Lord for a time of communion in prayer and in His living Word refreshes, reassures and realigns one's focus for the day.

- In learning to be still, one sense His will and with the wisdom garnered from a life that seeks Him with my all, one learns to do what honors Him, at every forked road where our selfish carnality and the selfless example of Christ likeness meets.

'He who loves silver will not be satisfied with silver. Nor he who loves abundance with increase......The sleep of a laboring man is sweet whether he eats little or much. But the abundance of the rich will not permit him to sleep.'
          Ecclesiastes 5:10, 12

A dear friend of mine has at most a couple more months. He is torn between distributing his provisions now or clinging on till near the end. Provisions one cannot bring with us. If it is precious metals, definitely impossible, having recently lugged quite a few kilo worth of the white and shiny stuff to attest to the burdensome task. Do they take checks and credit card in the afterlife? I doubt it and am not sure if the present financial crisis of the living has permeated that of the dead? Foolish meanderings this might be, but as King Solomon, rightly put it, all is vanity.

'Oh, how great is Your goodness. Which You have laid up for those who fear You. Which You have prepared for those who trust in You in the presence of the sons of men!'
      Psalm 31:19

God calls us all to be a holy and living sacrifice. The path that I am taking might not be lined with silver and  gold, but it is a sure path filled by His presence, and truly if God our Provider is with me, His provisions matter not. In stepping out of the box of my own understanding, into His presence, joy, peace and awe will be my constant companions.

'....all this disaster has come upon us, yet we have not made our prayer before the Lord our God, that we might turn from our iniquities and understand the truth.'
      Daniel 9:13

God blesses

Eng hieang
(27 June 2012)

An afterthought - Silver towers

A dear friend this morning reminded me of the days when retired pastors and Christian workers, who have served our Lord were given a place to stay in the church or Christian schools that they served. And their maturity and experiences were invaluable to the community.
Like the 'throwaway' society that we have become, the aged, even if they are able, are considered dispensable, and sadly, it seems to apply to many of our once spiritual leaders, who are left to fend for themselves.

Interestingly, God is always prescient and I just read in the Wesley Tidings last night, a sharing by my pastor who reminded all that "grey hair is a crown of glory, it is gained by living a godly life."
(Proverbs 16:31)

We will all grow old eventually. If we do not value our seniors, especially our spiritual mentors,  we are effectively bringing our own future worth down. But more importantly, the Christian faith is an experiential relationship with our Living God. And God uses the fathers and grandfathers to teach the next generation.  Are we depriving ourselves and our children of these living storehouses of God given wisdom?

"Silver Tower" is an apartment in town that has gone enbloc and has been torn down. What remains is the signage which stared right at me this morning as I drove back from this morning's discussion on the aged but able.

If I was to add an 's' to Silver Tower, and transform it into "Silver Towers" indeed the silver haired with their God given wisdom can be a towering influence upon the next generation, to ensure that we do not repeat the mistakes of the Israelites, who turn away from God their Provider, in the midst of their provisions. Europe today is a reflection of a once blessed Christian continent degenerated into a in the main, godless society, now wallowing in misery.

'Riches do not profit in the day of wrath...'
          Proverbs 11:4

Do join me in praying and pondering upon how we can be used by our Lord to provide for and harness the God given gifts and experiences of this silver haired generation.
Silver is God given wisdom, gold is as our character refined by Him.

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