Psalm 139:23-24

'Search me, O God, and know my heart; try me, and know my thoughts. And see if there be any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.' Psalm 139:23-24

An imperfect physical heart I have just discovered. God will heal at His timing and in His way, that is not for me to ponder. But God looks for a heart that seeks to worship Him, that is for me to work on by His enabling grace.

May this new leg of my journey with Him and you, be truly a heartfelt time of joy in the presence of our Perfect God, Whose Spirit is at this very moment, not just residing in our hearts, but transforming our hearts to be truly the temple for His Spirit.

It is indeed time to come back to the heart of our faith, to live a life where God is the heart of our worship. Do take time to listen to the song "Heart of the Worship" below.

God Blesses
Eng Hieang(25th Sep 2011)

Sunday, May 27, 2012

Heart to heart #27 Feverish (27May2012)

Dear...

'When I kept silent, my bones grew old. Through my groaning all the day long. For day and night Your hand was heavy upon me. My vitality was turned into the drought of summer.'
    Psalm 32:3-4

Feverish as in running a temperature I was these past few days. The fragility of life is brought closer to home, when sickness befalls one's once sprightly self. Delirium marks one's state of consciousness and the capacity to galvanize that once easy strength to seek our Lord in His words and in prayers seems to fall asunder.

'...But the Lord will be a shelter for His people. And the strength of the children of Israel. So you shall know that I am the Lord your God...'
        Joel 3:16-17

Thanks be to God, I have survived this mini epic battle with the nasty flu bug.
An over dramatization of the common flu bug it might seem, but my sense is that they have got more potent through the years.
No different from financial crisis of recent past which are increasingly difficult to be resolved.

'My sheep hear My voice, and I know them, and they follow Me. And I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; neither shall anyone snatch them out of My hand.'
          John 10:27-28

'Rest in the Lord.'
          Psalm 37:7

In the feverish pace of our daily life, it is  easy indeed for most of us to be distracted by the 'noise' of Satan's delusion, and missed the quiet but certain promptings of the Spirit of God residing in our hearts.
Imperfect as I am still very much, events last two weeks have been a wonderful affirmation that indeed God draws near to those who are willing to draw near to Him, not just in words but in works.

Two Friday evenings back, while waiting in the office for a perpetually late client, I felt prompted to text a dear friend on the need to not lose sight of God. And a couple of minutes after that, I left the office to meet the client who had finally arrived. And lo and behold, my path crossed with this dear friend whom I had just messaged. Affinity we indeed have for God has always connected us at the key moments of my friend's journey from non believer to believer.

'.....Blessed are all those who put their trust in Him.'
          Psalm 2:12
     
Coincidence of life is one of the hallmark of a faithful life. It tends to occur often enough in the walk of the faithful to put to rest the secular man's definition of
coincidence as an an event that might have been arranged although it was really accidental.

'Trust in the Lord, and do good. Dwell in the land, and feed on His faithfulness. Delight yourself also in the Lord. And He shall give you the desires of your heart.'
                Psalm 37:3-4

The Bible reminds us that the path of good works has already been laid for all of us. When we believe in the saving grace of the gospel, we have entered the one and only correct path that God has laid for all who seek Him to walk not just safely but in victory through this sin strewn fallen world of ours. But like the many lovely but invisible light  bulbs that lit up as we step on them, there is a need for us to be led as to where to step. The natural man will look intensely on the ground to search for clues, and use his finite understanding to analyze his next step. The spiritual man of God looks up and focus his all towards Christ our Lord. As he take His steps not by sight but by faith, as the Spirit leads. And the Spirit leads by the conviction upon our hearts as we honor Him.

'...you have known the Holy Scriptures, which are able to make you wise for salvation through faith which is in Christ Jesus. All Scripture is given by inspiration of God...'
          2 Timothy 3:15-16

But let us also be reminded that a heart that is transformed, a mind that is renewed will sense the Spirit better, and will know what pleases God without the need for the Spirit to tell us every step. And that alignment can only come from a determined discipline to be discipled in His word, in His work all the time.

'The steps of a good man are ordered by the Lord. And He delights in His way. Though he falls, he shall not be utterly cast down. For the Lord upholds him with His hand..'
      Psalm 37:23-24

Was my recent illness a result of my having sinned or was it due to the state of our fallen world? Could be both, but God will uphold the heart of the man who is fervent in his faith, for fervency like the word feverish implies an intensity of spirit. Difference is feverish is unfocused, fervency is about clarity of pursuit and in our case, may it be a single minded seeking of the Lord our God.

And Jesus answered and said unto her, Martha, Martha, thou art careful and troubled about many things. But one thing is needful: and Mary hath chosen that good part, which shall not be taken away from her.
          Luke 10:41-42

Would feverish be the appropriate word to describe the very busy Martha who was running hither tither getting things ready for their honored guest our Lord Jesus Christ? Compare this to the single minded Mary who sat quietly at the feet of Christ.

'But know this, that in the last days perilous times will come.....'
          2 Timothy 3:1

Are the days approaching where many will be stopped dead in their feverish tracks, and instead be in a frenzied state of fear and dread, as calamities of a scale and speed befall all globally. And only truly,  the Christlike will be able to not just stand firm in our Sovereign Lord, but be used by Him mightily, to release the storehouses of faith to feed the once disbelieving but spiritually hungry?

Let me close with this extract from an article I just read.
( see link for full article.  http://www.ucg.org/christian-living/profiles-faith-mary-martha-lessons-two-sisters)

What did Jesus mean when He spoke of "that good part, which will not be taken away from her"? (Luke 10:42)
The apostle John answers this question: "All that is in the world—the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life—is not of the Father but is of the world. And the world is passing away, and the lust of it; but he who does the will of God abides forever" (1 John 2:16-1; compare 2 Peter 3:10-12

God's truth and laws will abide forever. Our bodies won't last forever, for they must be replaced with spirit bodies. The spiritual knowledge we accumulate in this life will be ours forever, never taken away from us. But we must not allow physical needs and duties to consume us.

God blesses

Eng Hieang
27th  May 2012

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