Psalm 139:23-24

'Search me, O God, and know my heart; try me, and know my thoughts. And see if there be any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.' Psalm 139:23-24

An imperfect physical heart I have just discovered. God will heal at His timing and in His way, that is not for me to ponder. But God looks for a heart that seeks to worship Him, that is for me to work on by His enabling grace.

May this new leg of my journey with Him and you, be truly a heartfelt time of joy in the presence of our Perfect God, Whose Spirit is at this very moment, not just residing in our hearts, but transforming our hearts to be truly the temple for His Spirit.

It is indeed time to come back to the heart of our faith, to live a life where God is the heart of our worship. Do take time to listen to the song "Heart of the Worship" below.

God Blesses
Eng Hieang(25th Sep 2011)

Thursday, May 17, 2012

Heart to heart #26 Forging ahead (17 May 2012)

Dear...

But it is good for me to draw near to God:
I have put my trust in the Lord God,
that I may declare all thy works.
              Psalms 73:28

Full of fire I was when the Spirit of God first touched me at age 40. But has the roaring flames since died down, and are the embers now slowly dying off?
Thanks be to God, it has not and I have many wonderful testimonies of God's faithfulness, that continues to fan my desire to respond to His love.
Is this love for God not the same for you? Or has your desire to seek our Lord lost its tempo?

'..Saul said, "When I saw that the people were scattered from me, and that you did not come within the days appointed.....Therefore I felt compelled and offered a burnt offering.'
        1 Samuel 13:11-12

Wait upon the Lord was not something Saul seems capable of. Is this not the same for many of us? In our impatience to bring matters to a conclusion our way, have we reverted to leaning on our flawed understanding, instead of obeying the leading of the Holy Spirit?

If you were to reflect on your moments of inexpressible joy and peace, would it not be because your faith grew from experiencing the wonderful handiwork of God in your life, at His timing and where His ways are nigh possible for the finite us to imagine to be  possible?

'For every matter there is a time and purpose.'
      Ecclesiastes 8:6

Why did not Saul trust the words of Samuel, who clearly is the emissary of God?
Preparation of the heart, to be not just cognizance of the Holy Spirit's leading, but a heart that is aligned to the will of God, requires the three 'd' of determined, disciplined, discipleship.

Spiritual exercise, be it in a diligent and desirous daily routine of prayers, of feeding on the Word of God, and a willingness to, in every situation, to look beyond our understanding and start from God's perspective with a thankful heart, and being like Christ in His love for people God placed in our paths, will ensure we will know Christ our chief shepherd.

Knowing and trusting in our Lord does not mean prayers will be  answered in our ways and at our timing. We need to wait upon our Lord. But waiting is not about doing nothing. It is about honoring God in every manner. How do we do that? His Words will guide us, His Spirit will lead us.

But there are times where waiting upon our Lord seems to bring no clear direction. Where honoring Him seems to exacerbate our dire situation. Is it because we either heard God wrongly, or are responding incorrectly or what?
'What,' is not because God has abandoned us or He is no longer sovereign, but rather at His timing.
What is not possible with man, is always possible with God.
God will and has divinely intervened in my and your life for He is faithful, much as we often waver.

"Turn your eyes upon Jesus,' how true this song goes.

In turning to Christ,
- we will be better able to wait upon His timing and not be distracted by our desire to see a conclusion our way
- we remind ourselves of His sacrifice for us and draw strength from Him to persevere till He fulfills the hope we  have in Him and in His way
- we draw near to God, and He will draw near to us, to divinely intervene in our imperfect life

Would you forge ahead come what may, knowing Christ is the author and finisher of your faith? Or would you rather be like the scavenger, always foraging but never sated?

'Then Jesus said to His disciples, "If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself,  and take up his cross, and follow Me.'
      Matthew 16:24

God blesses

Eng hieang
(17th  May 2012)

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